Acquainted with the Night by Pirate
Purple The search for a soul
All I Need by Tisienne Blue Misunderstandings
abound, along with some angst when the boys meet again and find each other to be not what they
All Your Scars
by Robin The Crossover Junkie
Everybody’s got scars.
All Wrong by Rayne
Jelly Everything about that summer was backwards, rivers flowed up hill, cats chased dogs around trees, and Buffy was
Alone, Together by Robin the Crossover Junkie Xander feels alone
Am I The Only One? by Robin The Crossover Junkie
Spike and Xander reflect on life without the other
Anything of Nothing by Yin
Again A twisted love
Auld Acquaintance by WmGeorge Two friends meet again after a long time
by Beetle Spike wakes up to find
himself in the
place of William who post-Shanshu had made himself a
nice human life with Xander
by Karen Told from different POV's. A member of the scooby gang dies.
by Sharvie Post "Hush"; Spike and
Xander get sucked into another world where vamps must fight each other to survive and humans are their caretakers.
Beggars Cant be Choosers by Nash
Xander is Spike's dirty little secret and it hurts
Bitter Casualties by SpikesKat Spike was the lone survivor in the war with the Senior Partners. Until he found Xander
Blowing in the Wind
by Fan Spagle Xander's road to self discovery.
Blue-Eyed Boy by Herself_nyc
Spike finds that doing right by Xander is a more complex task than he first
realized. Sequel to The
Approved Mode of Payback
A Bond with Darkness
by Fan Spagle A year has passed since the first ‘Demon Death Camp’ (DDC) has opened. And nothing is the same as it once was. Sequel to Blowing in the Wind
Candy Perfume Boys by Fanbot Spike teaches Xander a lesson about boredom at the Bronze.
Caught by Ahestele Spike and Xander are caught
in a broken down car in the snow.
Spander by Witling Xander and Spike
work for Angel now, and both have seen better days. On Hiatus
Count Your Losses
by Spike_1790 Xander misses an opportunity
and realises his mistakes too late
Cuts Like A Knife by SpikesKat Xander makes one too many mistakes
Daddy Dearest by frk_werewolf At ten, he was taught how to be
a man, in more ways than one
The Darkness Inside by Whichclothes The Initiative isn't finished with Xander yet. Sequel to The Right Tool
Dead Sunflowers by Nasty Shrew Driven over the edge by the deaths of his friends, Xander tries to grip onto the tattered remains of his sanity
with help from someone not entirely normal himself - Spike.
Escape by Juliatheyounger   Xander confronts Spike about certain events in Entropy
Everything You Ever
by Emelye "Every new
beginning comes from some other beginning's end." Preview
electricalgwen Hate is only
love with its back turned.
Family by Velvet Crypt A death creates a family.
Fade Away by
Randy Sex Kitten Set shortly after the fateful kiss with Willow, Xander flees Sunnydale,
finding only loneliness.
by Sharvie Spike and Xander got caught in Willow's I-will-it-so spell and headed to Vegas. A year later Xander is still dealing with the emotional consequences.
First Time Ever I Saw Your Face by Twilightofmagic Xander expresses his feelings to Spike in a series of letters. Preview
The Five Stages of Grief by
Tabaqui There were five years and three
continents between them
Buffy knows she was a fool.
by Melissa A sad lack of communication.
Forever Hold Your Peace
by Skargasm Fighting off his inner demons, he tries to do the right thing...
Forever, in Increments
of Ten by Savoy Truffle Spike and Xander are together, but Xander discovers that
he's basically immortal and isn't exactly thrilled.
by Charmin Spike finds it hard to deal with Xander's need to conceal their
by Skargasm Together, one way or another...
Game Over by Sharvie While Spike is still living with Xander in S4, they get trapped in the basement and have to find ways to keep themselves occupied.
Guard Your Heart by Emelye Xander had learned early to hide his feelings.
Hanging On by Markedxup Some memories you have to hold onto
Breathe by Kyrieane Canon through S7 of BTVS Spike becomes human instead of
by Beetle Spike's pretending not
to be hurt by cheatin’-dawg!Xan
A Harsh Marster by Melissa
What happens after "..and they lived happily ever after?" Continued from And Afterwards Remember
Spike thinks he's lost Xander to Buffy. Sequel to Reasons For Living
by Skargasm Angel
had never thought he would see the day that Xander Harris, demon-bait extraordinaire and all round
vamp-hater would be seen making out with a vampire.
Hearth by LadyCat Something is wrong with Spike, and Xander is determined to fix it. wip
Heroes by Wisteria It's all about letting go and moving on, isn't
it? Making the best of what crap you've got, because it's gotta get better someday.
He Waited by Vichan Xander finds out Spike survived the destruction of Sunnydale too
late, or is it?
by CC The Initiative are after Spike
Hold On by Nasty Shrew
Xander's in Africa and just barely holding on
Hope's a Bitch by Jackson Spike's thoughts on unlife, death and Xander
Did He Get It Back by Mera During the run from Glory in Spiral something
happened between Spike and Xander
Ends by Nasty Shrew
Xander wishes for the world to be as it's supposed to be
A Hundred and Forty Seven Days by Yours Truly Post season five’s finale, The Gift. The Scoobies are dealing. wip
I Just Don't Think I'll Ever Get Over
You by Rayne Jelly Xander, growing older.
Immutable by Electricalgwen
Reflections on memory
Fool by CJ Xander knows he's not the one Spike loves
Jigsaw Cuts by Gabrielle Sometimes it's too late to put the pieces together
Kin to Sorrow by Chocgood84 Xander goes into counseling after the
Hellmouth has been destroyed
Kill Me by Sorrel Yesterday there was smiles and laughter. Today he’s gone, and Xander’s alone.
Last Men Standing
by Kita Twenty years from now and none of
it's pretty. A/S, A/X, S/X.
Late Night Double Feature
by Kimberly sequel to A Jump to the Left Xander is now obsessed with an oblivious Spike
Learning to Dance by Emella & Lunabee
Spike and Xander dance
Lines in the Sand by Meredith Bronwen Mallory A young girl promises her first born to
Live In Your Lies by Nasty Shrew
Spike's life is a series of lies that he could almost believe
Living by Sorrel
Spike tries to learn how to live his life for himself and, with a little help, he finds his way home. S/W, S/X, S/A
Long Spiral Downwards by T J
Goldstein Spike mistakenly thinks his life can get no worse... just
how far can William the Bloody fall?
A Long Time by
So, they're in love. And Xander's immortal. Everything should be hunky-dory - except.
A Love/Hate Sorta
Thing by Vinniebatman Spike
Tide by Herself_nyc
Whole new worlds of disgust and confusion and need
A Matter of Trust
by LadyMerlin Someone wants Xander for himself
Merely a Possession by T J
Goldstein How do the Scooby Gang cope
when they find out Xander is missing.
Midnight at LAX by Ahestele
15 years after the end of season 6 (but season 7 never happened), a chance meeting between
Spike and Xander leads to angsty schmoop. A combination of romance and emotional hesitations and miscommunication eventually set right. Preview
by Dragon's Phoenix Sequel to skargasm's story, Frankenspike's Creation. What happens to Xander after he realized he's a copy, created to kill his beloved?
Most Beautiful Ugly Thing by
Misspandypants Spike and Xander find a
way to deal with Buffy's death. Only Xander gets more than he bargained for.
Non-Sequitopia by Misanthrope Spike has a lot of emotional baggage to work through. Can Xander give him what he really needs? Unfinished, but has halted in a good place.
NormalAgain by Tabaqui Re-write of the BtVS episode 'Normal Again', It's Xander who doesn't know which 'reality' is real - the one with demons and vamps or the one with him as a patient.
Not All Are Champions by
Yours Truly Because they hadn’t been meant to win, they
have to live with the losses
Odi et amo,
excrucior by Kyrieane Unrequited love hurts
by Truly Tazi Xander's been hurt
Open Mouth, Insert Foot
by Darkling Dawns Never assume
Passing Moment by
Xanphibian After the wedding-that-wasn't, Xander
turns up at Spike's crypt
Past Time to Go
by Skargasm Nearly too late, it's past time to go...
Payless by Metaforgirl Xander finds an emotionally
damaged Spike after the destruction of Sunnydale. Preview
Peculiarities of Taste and Sentiments
by Miriam Heddy "A man's penmanship is an
unfailing index of his character, moral and mental, and a criterion by which to judge his peculiarities of taste and sentiments."
Pet by Perverted Pages Xander sees the fateful Magic Box video, and reacts rather badly.
The Plunge by Chocgood84 Xander has made his decision
A Private Performance
by Skargasm He'd known that Spike
would appreciate being the only one to see him dance
Proclivity by Lit Gal Xander would really love to tell his friends.
Prophecy by Nasty Shrew
A prophecy - what will happen to Spike and Xander?
Protective Custody by Nash After the Hellmouth is closed,
Spike gets a choice.
by Whichclothes Immortality
The Reflection Series by
Tisienne Blue Spike gets a surprise after the
final battle in L.A. So does Xander.
Regrets by Cimmer It started off so well....
Robin The Crossover Junkie
Xander has some emotional wounds, and so does Spike
Insane by Beetle Spike examines
events in his recent unlife and makes a wish
by Metaforgirl Xander was sure that this
time Spike wasn’t going to show up.
Seeing by Cobalt
Mystic Getting the boys to see what’s right in front of them.
Senses by Robin The Crossover Junkie Xander always knew he'd lose
Spike to Drusilla one day
by Witchway Buffy dies after fighting glory.
and Insomniac by Apreludetoanend
They have a routine. (drabble)
Song of the Frying Pan by Snowpuppies Xander's finally ready to go
Sorry by Spikedluv Xander comes home early and discovers a painful truth.
Still Wrong by Perverted Pages Xander finds
someone hurting and makes them feel better.
Sunday Morning Coming Down by Crazydiamondsue
Post BtVS "The Gift." Xander struggles to come to
terms with the resurrection spell in light of the "reality" of Buffy's death and his changing feelings for Spike.
Sweet Revenge by Jackson   Spike's well-laid plan to revenge himself on the Scoobies misfires
Sympathetic by Markedxup Xander finds something private.
Tales of The Zeppo by
Cimmer Buffy never came back.
Tears Like Rivers by Vinniebatman Spike deals with Xander's death
There's Always a Sneer in Vegas
by Stillrose It’s been seven years since Angelus
killed Buffy the Vampire Slayer and opened a portal to hell on Earth. Preview
They Tell Me It Rained
by Savoy Truffle Xander's passing
through when he runs into Spike in LA
Thief of Life by NWHepcat Xander's dealing with the holidays. Spike's dealing with the death of someone who meant something to him. They find a way to deal together. Pre-slash
The Things We Never Talk About by
Margie He didn't know when he'd gone from taking
what Xander offered to giving what Xander needed
Thinking Of You
by Witchway They were both two
men in need of comfort and solace.
This is Not a Trilogy by
Apreludetoanend & Savoy Truffle Three stand
alone stories evolving from the same beginning
This Time of Year
by Apreludetoanend Twelve months of Xander's life. With kittens. And Spike. (12 drabbles)
Eliza Shaw Spike returns from burning up on the Hellmouth
to find a broken Xander. wip
Unacceptable Losses by Eliza Shaw Spike must save Xander from
yet another demon, but more importantly from himself in the wake of destructive guilt for killing Buffy.
'Til the End by
Gal Spike mourns the loss of his human lover.
Vampire Sings the Blues by
FireHorse Spike and Xander have the blues.
Watching by Apreludetoanend Giles dumps a struggling Xander off at Spike's place. We move on from there.
What Goes Up… by Spiceblueeyes Sometimes things don't work out...
Touches Me by Robin The Crossover
Spike doesn't understand the effect Xander has on him
When You Lie Next To Me by Kyrieane Spike and Xander need to work on their communication skills.
Where You'd Been by Rune Spike reflects on why he slept with Anya.
Whiskey Bent and Hell Bound by Darkhavens Xander's whisky bent and hell bound in all the literal ways.
Who Wants to Live Forever by Metaforgirl Five years after Buffy's death, Xander and Spike meet again. They have issues. Preview
Window Dressing by Cicirossi A trip to the mall. Funny but disturbing.
A Winter's Tale by Nash They had been in love. They still were. But sometimes,
love isn’t enough
Words Of Advice by Nash Instead of Andrew going off with Spike to the
mission, Xander did.
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